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I wish things were different. I wish that she would understand. I never want to lose her. Ever. She’s getting old. I’ve hurt her so badly. All I wanted was for her to accept me. That she would understand who I am. She says I’m such a disappointment. That I’m nothing. I wish she’d see past my mistakes. I love her. I’m her daughter after all. She says “where have I gone wrong…” but she hasn’t done anything wrong. I can’t change who I am, for who she wants me to be. I am me. Laurin Lucille Langford. She adopted me as an infant. Raised me as her own. I’m only 19. A teenager. Im allowed to make mistakes. Right? I haven’t done anything major. Never did drugs, nor do I plan to. Haven’t gotten pregnant. Nor do I plan on it. Not now or in the near future. I’ve done nothing wrong but be a teenager. She hates my bestfriend. Someone I hold very dear to my heart. She blames her for everything. I blame myself. She blames herself. I just lose at everything. Now don’t I?